1/25/13

I was at my friends house and I started to get an experience that was beyond this world, that was a hundred times better then any drug I ever have taking, or that ever existed, then all of a sudden I felt my soul be pulled out and put in front of me and everything around me was so still, everyone I was with stopped, time stopped and next thing I know i felt all demons leave me and then I heard the voice of God and he took control of my body and talked to me and told me things to let me know that I’m mature enough I’m ready to move on in my life I’m gonna be able to take care of everyone I have ever loved and I’m gonna touch peoples hearts with my music and then a rush went threw my whole body and he gave me what I needed. He gave me hope, he gave me faith and what I learned he gave me the 7 gifts of the holy spirit.  He aloud me to be myself to be who I really am and he took control of every movement and randomly my friend picked me up not even my friend my sisters friend and as soon as I closed the door I started to cry out of joy. She drove me home and I explained to her what was happening and she started to tear up. As I got home I walked in the door still crying and I walked around my house just crying because my life was so perfect he took control of me and let my soul be one with him and aloud me to really relax and I looked into the mirror and I could see a new person. I looked over saw a cross on my wall and instantly was brought down to my knees crying with my arms wide open to him thanking him and then a little while later i stopped crying, my dad came home and little did I know he says he has experienced the same thing when he was converted and he started to feel what I was feeling and he started to tear up ( but my father is actually controlled by satan… He took a turn for the worse after he was converted) I broke down again on my knees at the table put my hands together and cried again… And till this day i can still feel him but he’s slowly putting me back on my feet and I’m starting to see temptations again I’m starting to see the world and all the messed up things in it and I can see the devil trying to pull me in but i know what I experienced and I laugh in the devils face i am 100% fully committed to my father God, now that theres not one thing in the world that could ever change me back to the way I was.

I wrote that a few days ago and since then i have learn a substantial amount

2/7/13

Turns out my fathers controlled by satan and I have gifts of God. My father went down the wrong path and satan filled him. He sold his soul to the devil he planned his life. The things this man has done can only be done by the devil himself. Last night while I was discussing with my mom and I explain the gifts that I have from God something out of this world happened. God has giving me the 7 gifts of the holy spirit most people will never even see one of those.. And I have all. But theres a reason behind it, and with it comes great responsibility.  That reason is because I’m fighting the man who is controlled by the devil himself. 

So as I was talking to her last night I could feel satan standing behind me the whole time and I pointed it out to my mom and he doesn’t like when he gets called out I guess and satan stopped me in my path and my face stood still again, time stood still and as I’m looking at my mom her face and everything around her started to morph into the devil and I saw the devil. I looked him right in the eyes and I saw who satan really was and and I yelled out loud be gone and other things to get him away and he did. Then i look up once I came out of it still with tears dripping down my face I instantly looked on the wall and I saw scratches running down it.  Nails just ripping down the wall.. Its disgusting but at the same time a beautiful moment because its been said if you see the devil its instant death and I’ve been face to face with him and will be again. Thats something amazing, God has giving me gift that are so beyond this world. He’s giving me things and showed me things that 99.99999% of people will never experience in their lifetime. Now that truly is the works of God

2/14/13

Valentines day

Im going to start from the beginning of today from the moment I woke up.  As soon as I woke up and sat up I knew it was going to be an amazing day.  in the middle of the winter I heard the birds chirping and there was just a bright light in my room and I could feel that its going to be a great day. As I went downstairs everything was just so bright and was so peaceful. I took a shower and I decided that today I was going to relax.  I put on comfy cloths and I didn’t have a worry in the world.  Everyday I have a path and its to help people, and it started the minute I got to school.  I walked into the lunch room and my friend called me over from behind me and I went to him. This person is someone who is very close to me and I have had conversations with him that have changed his life.  He knows everything about me that has happened to me over the past couple weeks.  He asked me can u stay in this period today and sit with me. I said sure.  I sat down at his table and the people who he sits with came in and sat down. They were people who I know of but I never really talk to them.. But they just happen to want to hear my story.. So be it, I go on to tell them the whole story and things beyond the story.  It took the whole period but by the end of the conversation I could see in their eyes that they were affected in some way.  Good.. it made me happy I am doing what I’m supposed to be doing and thats helping people.  

I thought that was my job for today and it was.. But as I went on with my day I still talked to people and told them my story and I continued on to praise God and my school day ended up being a great one. So after school I decide to go to my friend Justin’s house and I haven’t wrote about him before but he is someone who was really affected by my story and he has felt God after hearing my story.. He is a close friend.  But so I was at his house and were just hanging out he was explaining to me how he keeps getting these rushes from God and I was teaching him and telling him what he should do and it was just a great conversation.  Around 6pm I went across the street to my other friends house and we were just hanging out watching full house and I actually was really into it for some reason.  It was the Valentines episode of course when Jesse gets married and he’s late for his weeding and all that good stuff… well by the end of it taught me a lesson… and at one point I felt the holy spirit just lift me up and I could feel good and I learned a new life lesson.. I learned the next part of my life and then I got a call from Justin saying man you left your bag at my house… Oddly enough I stood in Justin’s doorway and was like I’m forgetting something… But I didn’t know what it was so I just left.  Thank God I did because it forced me to go back to Justin’s around 7… Once I got into his house thats when it started again.  I went into his room and I was just so beyond naturally high and Justin was in there and he could feel something.  But every couple minutes I would feel God or Jesus and when I felt them they would teach me something new about my self and then I would see a figure of them or I would see something very holy to verify what was happening what truly the works of God and Jesus… Every couple minutes I would get a rush of the Holy Spirit and I would start to tear up.. I then say Justin with Jesus right behind him and Angel wings attached to him and I just put my head down and teared up…. The feeling you get when this all happens is incredible and so beyond this world.  It went all the way till 9pm and then I started to come out of it but there was so much things that were happening these past couple days that I didn’t even realize God was getting me ready for today and now that it has happened I can see all that he’s done for me, even while it was happening things in mine and Justin’s every day life was just symbolizing God and Jesus…. This is the first time I experienced it with someone else and it is a beautiful thing.  Now I know why I woke up saying today was going to be a great day….